Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Gabriel Teo
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Monday, September 25, 2006
11:01 PM

haha firstly sry for those keep coming to my blog and see no updates for like a week? haha sry lah dono y last week i really mug.... the first time ever i mug the hardest? i dono but ya haha so didnt really have time to blog haha....

haha Friday !!! my last paper ya... was an early paper so after that i went out with a grp of classmate to kbox to celebrate YUHUAI's birthday ya haha.... let me try to recall who went ah... yuhuai, kok seng, ken, jian rui, bing wen, marcus chan, jason, wei wen, aron ang ( ya really he went ) hao feng, ronson, kwan loong and wee liang... yap sld be it haha.... went there early abit with a grp to eat than we went to cini acrade to play first while waiting some ppl and the time to get into kbox... i was playing the dancing machine with yuhuai.. u know the step arrow that one ya? yuhuai really super MANIC with that haha. played the table hockey too with bing wen and aron and and jian rui... first round me and aron ang THRASH jian rui and bing wen but haha 2nd round we loss by abit... than after that went kbox sing for 5hrs yap.... no wrong 5hrs... i think is one of the best kbox ever... than kok seng,ken and aron went home whereas the rest we went for dinner...at BK... than from cine we walk to PS... than sit at PS there to tok till my bus came and i think they stay until 10pm ya... haha i forgot bring my hp that day so if u wan see any pic go kok seng blog from my links haha....

yap no paper on monday and tuesday so no sch lah... so today i went window shop with nicholas... find it quite fun lol... we walk from wisma > far east > wisma again > cine > PS... WOW lol .... and we hardly feel tired ... we visited very shopping centre we pass by lol... almost all i think haha .... yap than we went to PS acrade to play a while haha took some pic of me playing and nicholas playing but i find it not nice haha.... THXS NIC .... his really a gd buddy man haha.....

before i sign off this long long long post sry about the updates of the song cause there seem to be a problem with all the url of the song i wan to put up so ya jus hang in there till i find a working one k ? till then .....

signing off ................

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, September 14, 2006
9:18 PM

haha first and for most, sry for those who went my blog and cant hear any music yesterday ..... haha i upload and listen got than after a while thxs to some of u i found out the site it down therefore no music but haha i fix it liao so really ON YR SPEAKER LOUD LOUD TO THE MUSIC WOOT ....

been at home can first me boring, secondly i found out that i wont study as much as i am outside with ken.... y?? izzit cause my house is too comfortable to study? i dono i start to hate home now.... like jailed at home....tmr chem paper for prelim.... i study quite some stuff but still my memory work is still not there.... sometime i wonder y mordern students mus squeeze so many diff sub stuff into our head.... it hurts sometime u know and Y THE MOE DONT SEE THAT.... watever lah but still quite scared for tmr paper.... physic was ok jus CARELESS *hit my head* haiz....

during my break as usual i go blog searching and on grace phua blog i saw this link
http://thebigview.com/pastlife/
haha this website tells about yr past life which i find it interesting haha

MY RESULT
Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Alaska around the year 1175. Your profession was that of a handicraftsman or mechanic.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Seeker of truth and wisdom. You could have seen your future lives. Others perceived you as an idealist illuminating path to future.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
You fulfill your lesson by helping old folks and children. You came to this life to learn to care about the weak and the helpless.
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haha somehow i dono y when i read i felt so familiar... quite true lol i am more of a hands on person and i dono y i jus like doing cip at oldfolks home and children home.... omg dont tell me i am really a alaska with those value ....

haha ned to go study more liao

signing off ...........

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
9:28 PM

haha sry sry for the late post haha, as u can see i quite sometime never post liao cause PRELIM !!!! AAAAHHHH !!!! today finish the physic paper i think is ok only a few careless marks shit lol....

haha change song liao some love chinese song by twins woot..... haha mus really mug liao so i will post once a week? i try lah haha

thxs for the feedback about the passwork i took off liao so enjoy and TAGGGGGGGG!!!!

signing off ........

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, September 07, 2006
9:12 PM

ahh finally i am recovered haha :P

if u havent notice i miss a post yesterday... cause i was really sick yesterday... yesterday 1am + i felt very bad and i started vomiting... everything i ate on tuesday including my breakfast lunch and dinner, yucks rite... yap and start to have stomachache... and was having fever, felt really damn miserable, eventually i miss mrs ng lesson on wed which i wanted to go haiz... not only that my sis also got the same illness as me and all the same symtoms... so suspect food poisoning .... after a day of rest and those yukky medicine i felt alot better now.... thxs for those which concern me during the period of time :)

and here i wan to say sry to felix aka mao ler and john .... i had been treating them damn bad, so sry, i am a jerk hope u guys forgive me k? i am so sry...

today i saw the google blog search and search so many blog related to 'maris stella' haha it was like wow so many intresting blog, ker yu blog got link so many times haha, and the mshs band and alumni band blog were the main links haha intresting u guys got time can go check it out... ok i go study abit liao tmr got chem with the usual guys haha...

signing off ............

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
11:48 PM

haha y pull the long face.... haha thxs guys i feeling much better.... thxs for all yr concerns ....

u see cause i got all day at home study abit maths before going to sch tmr, so i spend some time to do some quest and here is the results




You Are Cyclops



Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.

You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.



Power: force beams from your eyes






Your Personality Profile



You are sexy, powerful, and bold.

You're full of passion and energy...

Sometimes this passion has a dark side.



You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.

You never fail to get someone's attention.

Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!






Your Heart Is Blue



Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.

You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.



Your flirting style: Friendly



Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe



Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish



What you bring to relationships: Loyalty






You Should Travel to Cambodia



While you might not go all Angelina Jolie and adopt a baby...

You can still appreciate Cambodia's rich history and deserted beaches.



haha the results are weird which is like not wat i really think it is but is jus a game rite haha, u can try if it is accurate for u or not haha...

ok my day not that intresting cause stay at home whole day, at least got msn haha, i tok to titus and went to his blog, haha his blog got this funny tag haha which i think i sld shhhhh before he come running after me haha... his quite gd with music i found out haha, band flute and also choir cca zai rite haha, he sec 2 only, use to be very gd with me when we are in pri sch yap haha....

yap so nth much ready to sleep, tmr still got maths test by mrs ng at 8 which is like so early lol, wonder if she will be late hersleves haha, in meanwhile cya

signing off .........

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, September 04, 2006
7:43 PM

yap another week gone and is the music of the week time..... the music for the week is sweet dreams sang by this korean lady jang nara ... yap is a happy music which i want to bring up the low atmosphere for myself and hopefully u too...

ok today a boring day lol, i woke up at 530 cause i forgot to reset my alarm clock from my hp which is damn loud, i woke up to off it and after that i jus toss and turn on my bed till time to get ready for school.... ya at that time quite tired since i slept at 12+ near 1... than after that got sch at 745... only like me wee liang and guan yuan there... we waited thought lesson start at 8 but we are wrong, physic start at 9 and ss start at 10, today alot ppl never go lol, only like me weeliang, kenneth, yuhuai, hao feng, marcus chan, bing wen, huan yuen and marcus choo go for physic... than ss bing wen, guan yuan and marcus chan went for chem and john and mao ler join the ss...... after lesson went to singpost to eat with wee liang and kenneth, i saw this very familiar face, like a friend when i was young but not confirm, anyway after food i go home study abit than sleep abit than ya study lol.... a boring day lol.... thinking about tmr is even worse .... I AM STAYING AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY LOL ALONE since no one will one to study with me and i don wan to be extra being a big fat barrier between gd friends... so i jus study alone since no one wld one to study with me....

ok enough for the day i going to like do abit a maths, its really sian that ned to mug like hell liao and worse is alone haiz, anyway hope u enjoy the music ....

signing off ... .. ... .. .. ..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, September 03, 2006
2:46 PM

sometimes some matters make ppl think back reflect... jus like wat happen to me.... sth happen... make me reflect on myself, i true best friend....

sad to say but i think I HAVE NO TRUE BEST FRIEND

i find myself as a parker .... my idea of a parker is someone who step into something when they are not surpose to yes, and me I THINK I AM A PARKER!!!
i found out that i had been standing in betweens best friends of so many and that i don really have mine... sound like i am making life worse for them... i have friends yes but all my friends have their own very own best of friends and i found myself to be jus a subsitiute of their friendship.....maybe i sld stop doing this.... i sld stop asking ppl to go out study together cause no one will.... they wld rather study with their own true friend .... i sld stop asking ppl out.... because they only wan go out with their true friend.... i sld stop all this.... i don wan to be a parker... making me feel extra..... jus let me be a loner with no friends that will be much better for everyone? i dono

the only period i experice true best friendship is in pri sch with my gang of really best friends like hh,yy,tania,lcs,eugene,sherlyn,pm,grace,sherry ... etc ... those are my true best friends like till now we even still contact but cause of diff sch, everyone have their own clique except for me.... so am i a friendship failure?? and a study failure???

mum got me a firefly from malaysia yesterday.... its really cute and the flashing glow on its back is so beautiful... i am keeping it as long as i could as my company? i think now my only company wld be it bah.... i dono .... wat i true best friend???

signing off....

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, September 02, 2006
9:19 AM

hop hop yes, after a day of testing here and there and try to edit here and there, my new blog skin is finally up .... ya i think is still abit plain but in future u can expect more things at the side bar..... oh and music nice rite? haha i try to change the song everyweek ya so stay tune....

ok the past few days had not been too gd for me as it is prelim 2, english compo is ok whereas english compre is challeging as most of the questions are vocab question .... ahh... than chinese is ok copy and paste enough liao haha :P .... than maths.... shit myself i don have the speed, i know all the question but i don have the speed ahhh yyyyy .... than geog sld be ok lah....

oh thursday , teacher's day celebration was great.... competition of mr cool marist is up and so happy my classmate Jian Rui won 2 prize overall, mr. physicque and 1st runner up.... cool rite ... ya Jian Rui u deserve it :) than after that i rush to marina to meet yin yue, grace, sherry, huiting, sheryln, and pang maye.... than I AM THE ONLY GUY THERE .... thx to wg and hh and chang siang ... but luckly eugene came later.... we went to eat soul garden which is quite cool haha with the playing of food :P ok than after that we tried to go play bowling but cannot cause some ppl got to go soon, watch movie no nice movie to watch, acarde only me and eugene the others cannot cause in uniform, k box to ex , so we decided to walk around lol, the walking around quite slow ... than after that near the raffles link, while discussing how maye go home, guess wat, yy saw this grp of chong cheng main student walk past and she shouted " OH MY GOSH, SOON YANG " we were like where than she point to the grp of chong cheng going down, all so excited when heard that... haha eugene try to call him to confirm izzit him cause yy say she know him from his same hair and same habit of doing his hair, but he never answer so we chase... we walk damn fast until quite near him we walk, we act like never see him than he realise us haha... ya benedit was with him and we tok till the mrt with him and the gals, emm like scaed of him dono y don dare tok to him haha....to let u guys know soon yang is a pri sch friend with lost contact with all of us the min we leave sch so 4 years never see him liao haha

ok the afternoon day was fun, eating , walking, meeting more friends and stuff ... haha oh let me share with u some bags my mum bought. one for me , one for my sis and one share ....

this is my new bag, is INK not OINK for goodness sake...

mine is the ink at the left, my sis is adidas on the top and the adidas with the cross at the right is the share bag... wat u think of all those?

signing off
hop hop hop hop hop .... :p

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, September 01, 2006
12:53 PM

YAY FINALLY A NEW BLOG SKIN !!!!

i change cause some problem arise from the previous blog with the long time of loading and i think got some spyware thingy... haha jus wait for more stuff i still thinking wat to put!! haha stay tune

expressing the emptiness inside me..