Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

♥ PROFILE

Gabriel Teo
legal 18
Temasek Poly
Retail Management
MI (first 3 months)
Maris Stella High School
Moulmein Primary School

MSN: gabriel_cj@hotmail.com
Friendster: gabrielteocj@yahoo.com.sg

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2R04
1R03
TPBSC
TPSU
MSHS Band
MSHS Student Council
Youth Forum

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♥ FRIENDS

Marist

Lie KEN
Nicholas Lu
John Tan
Kok Seng
Sean
Hejun
Yong Di
Shou Yu
Fransic
Ker Yu
Tuck Soon
Ting Zhang
Felix
Andrew Tay
Aron Ho
Xiu Hao
Johnathan Lau
Joseph
Lian Kai
WeiWen
Joel Tan
Caleb

Pri Sch Frens

Yin Yue
Sherlyn
Titus
Tania
Thaddeus
Grace
Wang Guan

MI Frens

Joyce
Teresa
ShanPeng
Kellyn
Shaun
Valerie

TP Frens

1R03
BSC Subcomm
Scythia
Benjamin Chan
Bervyn
Eve
Shi Min
Herman
Mandy
WeiYing
Tonia Ng
Maybelle
Lynette
Jonathan Ai
Hazel

OtHeRs

Geraldine
Sharon
Yixuan
Wei Ling
De Zhong
Xavier

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Friday, March 28, 2008
10:56 PM

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
I AM FINALLY LEGAL WOOT
:D
THXS EVERYONE FOR ALL THE WISHES
PPL ARE:
Shaun (my MI "ah gong")
Shi Min (my poly classmate)
Yin Yue (my pri sch best friend)
Hao Feng (my sec sch classmate)
Jie Sheng (my poly classmate)
John (my godbrother)
Mei Xuan (my ex-english-tuition mate)
Lynette (Goffay Gd Friend)
Tania (called me at 2am haha)
Geraldine (MY OWN SISTER)
Garrick (MY OWN BROTHER)
DAWN (Like yr msg lol totally cute thx)
Alphy (my GD online friend ;) )
Milven (sry for the late reply on msn)
Tonia (OMG the surprise lady)
Nicholas (my sec sch table mate)
Poh Hoon (my MI friend)
Joyce (my MI OG mate)
Kai Sing (my MI classmate "cousin" also)
Jiffsen (my MI Og mate)
Yuhuai (My sec sch one best friend)
Lance (my sec sch jurnior)
Samantha (my classmate now)
Berv (my best friend in poly)
Davis (tonia's guy friend )
Kasandra (my MI "cousin" also)
Yong Ann (my sec sch sch mate)
Ken (my bestest friend ever)
Ho Si Hui (my poly classmate)
WeiYing (my poly classmate)
Herman (my poly classmate)
Benjamin Chan (my poly classmate)
Hejun (sec sch sch mate)
Liana (my poly classmate)
Amanda (my polyclassmate)
Eve (my poly classmate)
Xavier (my sp friend)
Daniel Goh (my sch mate)

thats about it not included those on friendster so wow c the list, i am seriously touch this year *sniff sniff*

espically very special thxs to my poly classmate, ella,sihui,weiying,liana,tonia,amanda,bervyn,benjamin,herman and also ken, hao feng, John Tan, realli nxt post will be delicated to them i love them sia, my poly friends bought me a crumpler bag i am so totally touch and lots of surprises for me omg i love u guys *sniff sniff*

ok will update asap more about the party with them, AND I REGISTER FOR BASIC THEORY LIAO, kaisu hoh hee :P

ok i will write till here first

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
7:28 PM

omg i am so bored until i mus resolve into blogging haha

oh well ya i know so long nvr update rite but haha, i was abit busy with cabal-ing and chating on msn haha and blog hopping (*biong biong*)...... and ya i finish my sup paper today thats y haha

oh well yap my result isnt any better but than still better abit compare to last time considering i fail one subject somemore which is expected oh well haha

my result(abit late i know) :

BCS1001 : Communication Skills 1-------------C+
BEC1002 : Macroeconomics -------------------F
BLO1001 : Business Statistics -----------------B
BRM1002 : Principles of Retail Management ---C+
BRM1003 : Retail Accounting 2 ----------------C
GFL1003 : Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese) --C+

oh well saw the F? damn rite, i thought everything C and above i happy liao and a freaking F for me grrr..... anyway so ya i went to the revision lecture thaught by this econs lecturer from TAS(Temasek Acedamic in Sentosa) and his super gd and first time tonia was like " woah lecture going finish??" haha :P

ok and today finish paper, i do faster than expected and the paper lucky was easier than the main.... but the thing is I HAD FEVER AND MIGRAIN ON THE DAY BEFORE EXAM, FOLLOW BY PUKING WATEVER I ATE THE WHOLE DAY AND NVR REALLI SLP.... thx god my fever subsided and migrain is gone, however i got the freaking direahor or i dono how spell lar, in the end chiong paper mus chiong to toilet striaght :s

anyway i shall spare the details......

date back to sat, suppose to meet nicholas in town for lunch but oh well he still sick so i traveled to sengkang meet him lunch and back to parkway, go and come back journey total up 3hrs imagin that hahaha..... oh well at least he likes the bag..... its super nice i tell u so jealous haha :p

ok kay hian say my blog is getting so dull i shall add pictures now ok haha some random pic :P
special delecation to my jap grp mate, me, cindy( course mate), kai hui (monica), derek (clown), haha i think they will be the best CDS grp ever, and our role play, haha we achieve of been funny woot haha :P hope we meet up soon k haha
haha and nxt stop, sihui 18th birthday at BOSS pub in boat quay, my first time to a pub and with such a fun classmate, haha i enjoyed alot, anyone care to go again?? althought my dancing sux hahaha :P

ok don realli have pic too, i will stop here

and guys show that u read my blog leh, my tagging?? always so sian u guys tell me u visited but left no traces lol, c my tagboard so dead until i ned to entertain myself haha

sign off

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 11, 2008
12:09 PM

haha fear not

gabriel not going to change much hee

ok sunday was pretty ok, plan was carried out as planned, went out with sebastian after his tuition althought he was super late i was not pissed haha, anyway met him at kallang, walk in the rain to the bus stop and we took bus to leisure park since he wanted to go there c. a few more shops have open since i last been there, cool..... so we walked around and ended up in the arcade, both of us jus went crazy, i spend up to 8 bucks on arcade onli oh man haha.....than we walk around again and combing every corner of the place haha......



after walking tired liao, we took bus to old airport road to eat... ok it was crowded as expected since is a sunday, we got ourselves a seat and take turns to order some realli filling stuff, i ate some jap plus korea style food while sebas had chicken chop, the big portion and realli nice one......

thats wat i had, tempura with kimchi,rice and soap, 5 bucks, i find it quite worth. after which we walk around to find finger food but both of us were super full, so as usual i bought gu chai guai for my family, and thats when my sandels broke, walked home to change and brought sebastian to the infront part of geylang, he say he curious and wan try so bring him and i tell u me myself was abit scare when walk pass geylang lor 10 or sth :s freaky, sebastian was already in cold sweat, walk quite long liao than i bring him to bus stop and i end my day too

nxt day monday morning, i woke up earli and went back to MSHS to collect money from caleb and in the end was sitting in and listen to the sec 2 interview of their performance and stuff, it was scary the atmosphere i don realli like so as a senior i can walk around and i manage to know a few sec 2 councillor ya.....

after that we all dismiss, i went to serangoon coffee shop to eat with justin yeo,shien tsa and ming kei, those three are exco and they are realli funny haha enjoyed eating with them and i saw my aunt while walking to bus stop :S hahaha, than went home and that ends my day sian rite haha

oh well going to be assitance for today again, hope will be alright will blog about it k cya guys soon

from today onwards i try not to post emo post ok nicholas lu? hahaha

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 08, 2008
8:19 PM

it hadnt been quite good days for me lately but wat happen jus today realli change me

sth gd?? not realli, should say more of bad bah.

first start with my parents
and some of u might know, i like designing random stuff, main tool, photoshop.... however i always don have the guts to post up. anyway i did alot and stuff and wanted to show my parents but guess wat, not even a glance on my work and say " wat can u come out with is all the same", omg like thxs man thats very nice encouragement NOT. so after few days of looking for job with no hope, my mum actually jus plan my time for me anyhow like" boy tmr go assi yr father", wth and i ned to push away my original plans and stuff, and worse of all i assi by sitting there holding a stick amoung the old folks, its totally boring and my father refuse to let me try taking the videos.......

so after the assi, my father brought me to PS to orignially meet johnathan lee for a movie and guess wat, i was about to reach he sms me say i cannot make it, at first i thought ok cannot make it on time nvm i can wait BUT NO is cannot make it for the meeting. wow thxs now i know where i stand in you, by telling me cannot make it onli when i sms u at 6 which is our meeting time.

anyway i alighted at ps, walk around, no not realli walk around jus walk around and looking at my contact list and feel lost, first time ever feeling LOST...... you came to mind, and i thought maybe i could ask u to meet me if u are free, i called u, 1st ring reject call, i thought u accidentally, i called again, no ans, i called 3rd time u rejected call..... and guess wat i got the msg already..... i thought u are different, u are someone whome i can reach out or contact when i ned help or maybe ned someone to tok to but no, i am wrong, after how i helped u with no reason and no demand of a form of pay back and u treat me like this, thxs at least i no where i stand in u now, oh ya i forgot to mention i smsed u at 2pm plus thought u busy no reply and till i call u u haven reply, and i jus smsed another and now is already 2 hr pass and no reply. thxs u gave me false hope, and here to let u know, i will cry, i will become emo jus because of u........ so after that i smsed daniel goh, john tan and tania, john tan has church i understand, tania at home studying and i felt so guilty calling her, daniel goh is the best i tell u his the best buddy man, his already out with his friends and he tell me about it so i nvm u enjoy he keep sms sry, his someone who nvr fail to lend me a listening ear or even giving a reply, i realli apprciate knowing u buddy :)

anyway so no choice i headed home after calling home, when i reach home, whole house was empty and dark and quiet, jus like wat i am feeling now, i realli feel like crying serious, I HAVE NO TRUE FRIENDS, those that i think are my true friends have given me or rather show that they are not, i realli feel lonly now very...... at least now i know wat i can do, not to trust so easily?? don be too over in helping someone and get nth in return?? i dono but wat i can say

08/03/2008
marks the day in which i change in perspective of having friends, or rather know that i am jus a loser, a loner.......

now my last hope is on tmr, if anything happen to the original plan for tmr, trust me ppl, the gabriel u know will RIP.......... prey hard

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, March 06, 2008
10:00 PM

woah i am finally posting haha
its been so long since i last been here haha
sry guys jus dono y no mood to come in yap
ok quick updates

1R03
finally my year in this class have come to the end, i will sure to miss the ppl in this class, everyone of u. we are so bonded, so happy with each other, and best of all do stuff together. its something not all ordinary class can do together. ever since the time whole class went sakea sushi with jus 2 ppl adsent from it, i am very happy liao. on last day of school i think we enjoyed one of the most bah, a party at my house BBQ than a stayover at liana, my gosh and jus recently sihui party party at BOSS pub, we all actually turn into party animals which we didnt thought we can be and c the wild side of all of us..... 1R03 i love u, realli hope the changing classmate system will change.

ppl from 1R03 do check our classblog often k more outings together and remain our spirit
http://www.tpretail03.blogspot.com/

other than a short message to 1Ro3 will like to give some special thxs here

Bervyn - thxs for been always there for me during my ups and down, u will always lend me a listening ear appriciate that, lets always stay like this k?

Benjamin Chan - u are always the guy who nvr fail to cheer me up thxs, life will be sad for me in class without u haha :)

Herman- keep ka chiao me but oh well u are a lame guy who cheer me up too :)

tonia,amanda, liana - thxs for been such nice cab mate, haha go home mate and stuff

weiying,sihui,ella,eve,shimin,jiesheng,shao feng,yiyang - i kind of open out to u guys abit later but i still think u guys are very nice, each have their own way of staying happy, and thxs for helping to bring the class spirit up without u guys our class wont be this happening ;)

John Tan En Rui - haha thxs for been such a nice bro, study and accompany me and educate me with hp haha, take care and meet up soon.

Sebastian - WAH haha my weekly sunday study mate, pls out of bugis liao haha abit sick of that place and U OWN ME A MEAL HAHA. anyway thxs for been such nice friends.

Xavier - ahh thxs for been my friend, although we jus know each other but its seem like we know each other for so long, realli love yr company at marina square, and also thxs for always sms chat with me, i know i kind of irritating sometimes haha, lets stay like that 4ever k ;) oh P.S, I AM GETTING TO IN LOVE WITH .........YR BLOG HEEHEE
i helped him with his blog skin u guys can view bah ;)
http://teenaged-teenager.blogspot.com/

signing off
Gabriel :)

expressing the emptiness inside me..