Wednesday, May 21, 2008

WOOT!!!

ITS WED AGAIN!!!!

haha but first and for most

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARIOT!!!!!

haha anyway ya i blog later than usual cause today ck having project meeting and i crash in a while so as to use the plug in project rm to charge my PSP heehee, i am evil haha..... anyway ya i am now at 2nd floor library and my bag and PSP at 6th floor :s

i realli wan to blog about last week friday..... last friday was CCN day for us in sch and the whole sch is filled with ppl from all different sch, but 1st avn operates as usual..... we didnt meet out sales target of $400 but at least u manage to earn $300 plus..... haha quite fun i say, and plus first time c my class united.... we wore black and all reach there eariler even before Mr Ho reach inside...... haha thxs for all the frens that supported me and come and buy stuff

our first class photo in 1st avn after the operation, can c we are all super tired hahaha

so ok lesson till 6, i wanted to skip the lecture but because porus celebrating chariot birthday so i intend to sit in and slp in the lecture heehee.... than later at night go swensen for her birthday.... hope will be fun... i will try to blog about it when i reach home or maybe when i am free tmr

UOB credit card promoter training is tiring haha cant wait to start.

signing off

expressing the emptiness inside me..

its wed again, it seems i always have realli bad day on wednesday. I skip my first lecture for the year, socialogy lec at 10 -11am, i cant even imagin that i actually skipped it, its not like me, so i slept till 9am wake up and online, note althought i went offline like 12 plus, but i did not manage to sleep the whole night. i was tossing on the bed with lots in mind in wat happen to me on tuesday, its realli heart breaking to have friends to do that and because i couldnt slp, i think alot, alot, and even conclude the position of our friendship in him..... realli damn bad i was emo until this morning, the rain make it worse....... but once i got to sch thxs to my few classmate who cheer me up....... my coursemate too..... anyway ya so i was quite ok until i went to parkway to meet wendy, weixiang, elene..... but before meeting them i went to do a little research on man's makeup and got zero result as usual..... anyway after checking all my stuff i met them at food court.... c them play this memory game which determine yr age until ck and wangzai arrive and they want to go somewhere eat? i dono but i left once they arrive ya.... i have dinner at home waiting for me.........

oh maybe i was not in the mood to join them, jus not like me bah, and plus i wasnt feeling that gd since tuesday.... i was having chest pain either left or right, at first i thought is at the heart area but whos heart is so side till its near yr nipples area side rite, and whos heart is position at the right too ya..... so ya i didnt bother until today after lecture, herman found out that my whole chest was freaking red, i told them about my chest pain, all of their face change and ask me to go c doctor but i don wan, maybe i will c how until friday since i am alright now ya.....i think... i jus hope i am alright realli.... but if i ever die i think except my family memebers no one will be sad for me i guess, i dono its like crazy tok now haiz

i am feeling like how my blog say, emptiness in my heart....